He wasn’t always a friend, and he wasn’t always a brother.
Just a few years ago, he was an angry, violent, impulsive man. He assaulted
people on a fairly regular basis. He beat his wife with sad frequency, nearly
killing her once. He kept young Baka boys in a kind of willing slavery,
exchanging cool clothes and shoes, drugs, and alcohol for their worship and
free labor. And then, when they genuinely needed help with something, he would
abandon them. He testified later about himself that he was “a very bad man.”
But then something changed. Our neighbors spent time with
him, slowly witnessing to him about our Savior, and one day he wanted to attend
our Bible study time. I didn’t believe it when I heard. I said, “no, not him!”
But he came, and he humbly listened, learned, participated in the study of God’s
Word. And he changed. Dramatically.
He began to serve and cherish his wife. He truly took care
of and guided the boys that he had under his roof. He humbly did menial tasks
for others. He gave up his seat in church for a woman who was socially much
lower than he was. He broke up fights and restored peace. He led by example. He
humbly instructed others in the Word of God. He joyfully worshiped God. Lately, I've found myself depending on him for help in certain situations, as he had shown himself faithful. He became a man of God.
Once, his father, who is not a believer, thanked me for the
change in his son’s life. I quickly directed the praise to God, knowing that I
really had nothing to do with the transformation that took place in that young
man’s heart and life. But doesn’t that speak volumes?
He was Bakoum, married to a Baka wife. Normally this is a
sad state of affairs for the Baka wife, as she is socially much lower than the
Bakoum. And this was the case for several years. She was mistreated by her in-laws, shunned by his family,
and treated as a servant with benefits by her husband. Until Christ changed
their lives. After Christ, her status improved, at least in the eyes of her
husband.
And he recently worked hard to purchase a motorcycle. He used
it to help others, transporting a very sick kid to us for treatment once a week,
giving people rides, etc...
He purchased a helmet as well. But last night he wasn’t
wearing it.
I don’t know how the accident happened. He was giving a friend and his wife a ride to see a sick
relative. They arrived at their destination, but they didn't make it home. There were 5 souls
on the motorcycle. We were told that everyone was
killed, but when we arrived at the hospital, everyone was still living, but
only one small boy was conscious.
I checked on my friend first. His breathing pattern
indicated a severe head injury. I braced myself for the inevitable. The couple
he was transporting also had severe head injuries. They were sewing up a scalp
wound on the wife. The little boy was in the pediatrics ward by himself. He was
in pain and didn’t want to interact with me, but I could see that he would be
ok, so I returned to the others who were more critical. I watched the baby take
her last breaths. And then I noticed that my friend and brother was no longer
breathing. Death is so raw in this place. I couldn’t cry. I still haven’t.
Maybe that will come.
We spent the rest of the night attending to the couple,
transporting them a larger hospital, going from emergency room to the cashier to
recovery to pharmacy to the cashier again, and so it continued. They didn’t
regain consciousness, but they didn’t get any worse either. Emergency care here
is so inefficient, so devoid of concern and love, so brutal, and usually so
financially inaccessible to average people. That’s how we were able to serve
the victims of this tragic accident.
We came home with the little boy, and left him in the care
of his family, as they sat up all night mourning the loss of his baby sister. He
had been so brave, but the tears came when he arrived home. What a horrible
reality he woke up to this morning.
But I don’t understand. Why would God allow this to happen?
Why did my friend and brother have to die? When he had quickly, humbly become a
leader in our little Baka church. When he was one of the only Bakoum believers.
When his wife had enjoyed true love and care from her husband. Their child will
likely be claimed by the husband’s family, and his wife, who lost everything
she had in this world last night, will lose her only child as well.
I don’t understand why You have allowed this to happen,
Lord. But I will trust You. I will testify of Your goodness. I will continue to
tell others about the amazing transformation that You brought about in this
dear brother’s life. I will thank You that I have the assurance he is with You
now. I will do my best to love all those who were touched by this tragedy. And
I will wait, expectantly, watching to see what good You will weave out of the
strands of pain that surround us. There are two more souls laying in hospital
beds, Lord, clinging to life. They are far from You, but You are near,
listening and waiting for them to call upon You. Please save them. Please cause
them to glorify You. I plead with You, not just for their physical healing, but
for their very souls.
Though I don’t understand, You are Good, Lord. My faith is
in You alone.
